Moonlight Goddess

Repressed emotions, Healing, Reflection

“Spiritual growth consists most in the growth of the root, which is out of sight.” – Matthew Henry

The Moon in tarot often represents hidden truths, blocked emotions, or something that has been hidden that wants to come out. We feel safe in the dark, where we send our emotions to sleep – but that’s not what happens. So often we think that hiding or repressing our emotions will work in making them go away. Sometimes we’re simply (maybe unconsciously) trying to protect ourselves and others. The hard truth is that the emotions and waves of sadness, guilt, grief, shame, etc. won’t really be released until we face them. Being hurt is ok, crying it out is absolutely ok – this is all a very important first step to healing, reflecting on it after the fact, and finally releasing and moving on. It may really hurt right now, but this is growth. Focus on what your evolution can bring!

XO, Aimee

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25 Liberation – 5.21.22

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“Let your heart be free and your soul will fly” ~ Heidi Dellaire

Negative emotional attachments can really sneak up on us. Not speaking for every individual – because there are truly malicious people out there – but none of us plan for that. We don’t truly want this relationship to be a place of negative energy or co-dependency. But it happens, so often, for so many reasons! Number one, make sure you’re giving yourself the grace you deserve. Number two – it will hurt, but you’ve gotta cut those ties. Sometimes, we live day-to-day without even realizing the toxicity. So, what happens when we become aware? Then it becomes a choice, and it will be a lesson either way.

Affirmation:
I release myself from all negative attachment
I trust that this is for my highest good
I trust that this is for the highest good of all
I help others most
By not allowing myself or them to be co-dependent
I look at every situation in a balanced way
(Gaia Oracle – Toni Carmine Salerno)

XO, Aimee

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Zen Garden – 5.20.22

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Sometimes, every once in a while, we lose ourselves. We lose the ability to reason, listen, and let go of our ego. Our external factors can be chaotic, confusing, and just damn frustrating. We find ourselves craving to make sense of everything and to find an order in the chaos. What we forget sometimes, is to go within. Not your head, no not there! That place is swirling with made-up scenarios and worries about the past/future. Take a trip to your heart center, follow your breath there. This is where peace comes from, not any other person or thing can give you this.

Affirmation:
I accept and love the world as it is
I trust that there is a higher order to everything
I find solace in the sanctuary of my heart
I move my awareness within
I am the peace I seek

XO, Aimee

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5 *The Beloved – 4.14.22

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“What we find in a soulmate is not something wild to tame but something wild to run with.” – Robert Brault

The message today is about love on a spirit and soul level. This is the kind of love where you truly see the spirit of the one you’re loving. It’s about setting aside judgements or speculations of one’s human personality or flaws. What they’re doing right, or not right, what you think you need from them. Human relationships are so complicated because we touch and spend time together in our bodies – amongst other things. It’s so easy to get caught up in the earthly aspects of the relationship and forget your spiritual connection. This doesn’t have to be a lover, or romantic love – this can be a friend, or a family member, your child, or furry baby even. Striving and working towards keeping your heart (chakra) open and ready to accept and receive love. In turn, you’re much more capable of giving out that eternal love more easily.

After all – we are all One. We are all the Universe playing a part for a little while, and maybe do it again after that. Look at your person, remember that you both came from the purest love. Their humanness gets in the way just as much as yours does. And honestly, often criticisms and judgements stem from insecurities. From my eyes (including that third one), I see a love relationship with another human the perfect example of marrying the realms. Keeping one foot on Earth, on foot up in the stars (what an image! LOL). It’s alchemy, really. As above, so below.

The cards clearly show a lot of love and true connection with another. I see the Wheel showing up as fear, honestly. That’s the word that popped in my head when I read the card. If you’re apprehensive about opening up or becoming close with someone, be brave. Remind yourself that this life is about connecting with others – we really do need human contact and closeness in our lives. There’s been recent studies on it, for real. What do you have to lose? Seriously ask yourself that, and you might find that your answers suddenly feel very small. Stop the spinning, judging, and impossible expectations. Open your heart!

~Aimee

2 *Pachamama – 4.13.22

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One of my most favorite subjects; Pachamama, Mother Earth, Gaia. I wasn’t always a nature lover. My brother and I were what people might call “indoor kids”. Except at the beach house with Grandma and Papa – then we were nature warriors. Though not the best quality water and sand, that is where I developed my love and high respect for the ocean – any large body of water, really. I was almost taken out one time in an under-toe current in the Suwannee River when I was a pre-teen. I know my fellow North Floridians probably have similar stories.

It wasn’t until I started waking up a handful of years ago that I felt that very familiar, but somehow new, pull and bond right in the middle of my chest for my Earth Mother. I still don’t spend enough time outdoors and I haven’t discovered the coveted answer to saving and nurturing her (and getting everyone on board!). But I know where I come from. I can feel where we come from. And in that awareness, my bond with her lives and breathes.

Today, she comes to us today to encourage gratitude, love, and joy for your body and the world you live in. A message I got before I pulled the two tarot cards was – Think about a tree. It doesn’t have the opportunity to move around the Earth like we do, or any animals for that matter. All it can do is stand in the same place, but grow up and out, always expanding and reaching new heights. Tying into the message from yesterday; if you’re feeling stuck in work, creativity, relationships, or you physically cannot move, focus on the light inside of you. Nurture, expand, and share it – up and out, always expanding just like the trees.

Pulling The Hanged Man, I noticed he was on a tree with his light radiating from his head like a crown. The Queen of Wands shows up standing on her head, with the energy of needing to let go of control and step back for a bit. Also, not surprisingly, this message synchronizes with a voicemail I received from a sweet friend yesterday, telling me to go outside and get my feet in the Earth to ground and settle. Message received, Mother Earth! The synchronicities never get old, and it reminds me that we are always safe and never alone.

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2 *The Andean Cross – 4.12.22

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“The quieter you become, the more you can hear.” – Ram Dass

Sometimes it’s best to do nothing. But, way too often, we notice the space or gap in our daily lives and freak the eff out, trying to figure out what’s next. You’re feeling a big shift in energy and way of perceiving things. You’re feeling stuck and the constant worry over what to do the next minute is exhausting. I’m not surprised this came out, I’ve been feeling this way and a number of people close to me have had similar experiences. After a whole morning of fretting and trying to make good sense of what’s in front of me, I finally resigned and said out loud, but very quietly, to my husband with my head hanging down, (this is very hard for me, so I have to share the details) “I’m having a hard time.” All he did was hug me with his arm that was closest to me, kiss me on the top of my head and replied, “I know”. He then suggested to me that I do nothing to combat my weariness. I was shocked at first, but he was right. I will get nowhere sitting here spinning my wheels. Instead, I turned on something fun to listen to in the background, grabbed my guided journals and got comfy on the futon in my office. I even fell asleep and snoozed for a little while. I didn’t get much done in the perspective of the outside observer, but I did give my soul and mind the rest it needed. Today’s message is another soft nudge and reminder.

The Knight of Swords reversed calls for slower movement and careful planning. Slow down your mind. The 5 of Cups reminds you to stop focusing on what is spilling out in front of you (probably your emotions and thoughts) and just lift your head a little to see the full cups behind you and that cute little bridge taking you over to the pretty castle. Finally, the 5 of Wands shows a little healthy competition or bickering. This card can also be seen as training for something new. Your natural instincts and drive to achieve are still there. Take this time to groom your processes, routines, and habits. You’ll be ready!

~Aimee

36 * Commitment – 3.30.22

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“Keep going, because you didn’t come this far just to only come this far.” ~Unknown

That’s a heavy word. There are those who run at the sound of it, or any indication of committing. I won’t touch that one today, there’s way more to those stories.

For now, we’re talking about your current ties to someone or something. There’s lots of love here, good and warm energy. The 8 of Pentacles is showing me that you’ve really wanted this, and you’ve been putting in the work and making the necessary steps to solidify this union. It could be starting off as something small right now, but you see the potential in it, and you want it. Bad. The Page of Swords inverted is signaling that there may be some worry and doubts lingering that you’re giving too much attention to. I keep hearing “self-sabotage”. That’s where this will lead if you’re not controlling the low-vibrational worries and fears.

It’s hard, yes, I know. I struggle with it myself, almost daily! I’ve gotten to a point where I literally talk out loud to myself and say, “STOP IT AIMEE”. We are human, after all. These thoughts come natural to our human bodies and brains, it’s in our DNA. But as spiritual beings, we know better. The first step to silencing the voice is awareness. Teach yourself how to catch it before it goes too far. The Universe is on your side, and I’m always here cheering for you!

No matter what I choose to believe or say,
the Universe always says yes to me.
Therefore, I choose only positive thoughts and words.
With affirmations, I claim my inner power.

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34 * Hidden Path – 3.29.22

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“None of us knows what might happen even in the next minute, yet still we go forward. Because we trust. Because we have faith.”
~ Paulo Coelho

This card reminds me a lot of the Magician card in the traditional Rider-Waite Smith tarot deck. And I’ll tell you why. First of all, for me, the big message behind the Magician is that you already have all of the tools and magic you need inside of you in order to move forward, create your dreams, etc.

Here, for the message today, it’s showing an unclear path forward. Alongside is the 10 of Swords, inverted. You’ve just regained your strength and drive. You’re shaking those swords off of your back and rising to meet the sun over the purple mountains in the background (so much symbolism here). You know it’s time to move, but you’re unsure how or where or what. Looking ahead on this card, we see the ankh symbol for eternal life. This reminds you that there is no true end to your life, just a series of rebirths and reincarnations (spiritually and physically). To the right, we see the Eye of Horus, promising healing and protection on your journey. And to the left, there’s the Sun, waiting for you to get yourself up and brush your hands off.

The Temperance card calls for patience and calmness through this transition. One step at a time, just as long as you’re stepping. The details might be blurry right now, but the Universe is asking you to just trust. Using everything you have within; you have the power to create what you’re dreaming of. You are the Universe here on Earth. As above, so below.

Affirmation:
My heart and mind are in perfect alignment
My heart’s desire and my thoughts are one
I am a spiritual being in a physical body
The journey ahead is filled with light
The light of my soul illuminates my path

~Aimee

Watch Out! Disney Villain Deck – 3.23.22

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Well, hello hello beautiful people!

First of all, this little family has been sick with allergies/sinus issues BAD (Florida life!) – so this is the first time I’ve been able to sit and create. I’m not 100%, but it always feels good to get back into routines and making moves after being sick and out for a bit.

Second of all, upon my return – you all get the Disney Villains! Super cute deck, but I felt compelled to use it this morning, and the message that came out is crystal clear as to why…

Bottom line, there’s some toxic energy swirling. This is somebody who is trying to really pull one over on you – deceit, manipulation, jealousy – you name it. This energy is present, and you know it, whether on a mental level or subconsciously. Walking away is a tough decision for you, for whatever reason. Take the blindfolds off and see this energy (could be a person, place or thing) for what it truly is.

How do you feel when interacting with it? Pay attention to your gut posting up red flags and take action. You’re on this journey for a very specific, and special reason. Do not let those people and situations on the wayside distract you. Turn the Queen of Pentacles right side up and take a clue from her. She’s only laser focused on her path, and no person or energy is going to lead her way from that.

p.s. Lucifer is literally in this spread! Choose your people wisely.

“People inspire you, or they drain you – pick them wisely.” ~Hans F. Hansen

~Aimee

Into the Unknown & Movement – 3.18.22

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Not much explanation is needed for these cards that showed up this morning. Piggybacking onto yesterday’s message, you’re entering a new phase in life, or a completely brand new and unfamiliar path. You may not know exactly where you’re going but trusting the process and knowing there is a bigger picture for you out there is key. Release control of what you think the future should look like. Of course, have your dreams, but release the need to control it. Worrying and stressing over it falls into the same category. Either way, it’s negative energy going out to the Universe regarding it, and you don’t want that. TRUST ME.

The not knowing all the details can make it hard to take the necessary steps. I’m in that area right now, but if you get up every day and make small steps towards your dream and what you love, you’re already on the right path. Make sure to clear out any stuck energy (meditation, sage smoke) and really take it one morning, one afternoon, one day at a time. Any forward movement feeds into the positive energy, and that is something you do definitely want.

One of the things this Virgo Full Moon brings in is great clarity needed for moving forward. It also calls for you to pay attention to your daily routines and balance in your current life. Spending time in these areas over the next few days will benefit you greatly for this new journey.

Trust and make some moves, my friends.

“Stop acting so small. You are the Universe in ecstatic motion.” ~Rumi

~Aimee

Deck Credit: The Enchanted Map
Colette Baron-Reid